Hmm...honestly I don't know. I know it has been some time since my last post, and they haven't come as often as they should/could be. I just have nothing of any real import to say. The bankruptcy should be done as of last Friday; now it is only a matter of receiving papers. Once I have those in hand, the dissolution will be finalized.
The job hunt continues, and I was able to secure two interviews last week. They went well, though I've only heard from one of the companies regarding the possibility of a second.
I guess I'm here writing tonight because I'm lonely. I've played WoW for the better part of the last two days, and really just needed to disconnect (at least from that for the remainder of the evening). I was going to go to the local rib cook-off this weekend with a few people from work, but begged out instead. I'm just not ready to be that social.
When I was younger, socializing was easy. I had booze, the Great Equalizer. Now I don't, and honestly I'd be lying if I didn't tell you that I feel at least a little socially retarded. Yes, I know that word isn't popular, but you know me...call a spade a spade and all that. It is what it is. Not that I'm going to start drinking again so I can be the life of a party that I'm uncomfortable at to begin with, quite the opposite. I need to learn who I am, really learn who I am before I can even begin to venture out into public social situations. Until I do that, I'm as useful socially as a soup sandwich. No crutches allowed.
As I go through these old postings, it looks like I'm the guest of honor at my own private pity party. I can see how that could be the perception. I'm really trying to not do that; I'm trying to post the good with the bad. When the good eventually happens, it'll be here.
Anyway, i'm going to head out and get something to eat. It'll be bad for me, and I'll thoroughly enjoy it.
Enjoy your Memorial Day, folks.
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