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Warning:  This post is not funny.  If you're prone to tears, do not continue.

Saturday afternoon, I surrendered my Eskies.  All seven of them.  To see what I'm talking about, Google "Miniature American Eskimo Dog" (sans quotes) and click on Images.

It was quite possibly the hardest thing I have ever had to do.  And I've done a lot of things that have been difficult.  I thought waiting for the APL representatives (who were completely awesome, by the way) was difficult, but when I individually carried every one of these dogs to the van and put them in crates to be taken to the facility, I lost it.  I cried with each individual dog.  I told them all goodbye, and that I loved them very, very much and they will get wonderful families.  I looked at their faces as the door was closed, looked at them through the window and actually felt my heart breaking as I sobbed uncontrollably.  This post is dedicated to them...

Attu, with your twirling and howling and soulful eyes, I will miss you always.

Kiska, with your propellor-like tail wag and your boundless energy, I love you very much.

Kadi, with the sometimes quizzical look on your face, head tilt and tremendous Eskie hugs, you will be the star of your new family.

Jack, the size of your heart belies the size of your body.  You will make somebody very happy, and will make everybody smile.

Moose, like your father, your eyes will haunt any who look upon them.  Your high-fives when I walked into your room are and will be sorely missed.

Petey, your brilliance is surpassed only by your playfulness.  Keep play-bowing, buddy...and know that I miss you.

Sweetie, who learned to hop by watching a chihuahua do it, I miss your arguments.  I miss you waiting to be petted when you came inside from a potty break.

Sweet babies, you will find your people and soon.  You all now have the opportunity to run and play and be the stars of your own shows, whether on the lap of a nice lady or running on a farm chasing butterflies.  You will all shine now, brighter than ever before.

I love you all, dear sweet Eskies...